June 16th.

In the morning I woke up and left my friends house to go to the water park with my family. I was very insecure there because of my body being in a bathing suit, of course it was a one piece. I also had to wear board shorts along with it to hide my scars, cuts, and stretch marks. I seriously hate my body so much and I felt so many judging eyes on me. I'm trying to be thin, I will one day. When I'm thin everyone has to accept me, right? I hope that one day I'll be confident though I doubt it. I'm jealous of those girls that are stick thin and can eat anything without gaining a pound. Why can't that be me? I just needed more struggles in my life I guess. xx -Dani.